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Chapter 8 < Chapter 8 > TO WIVES
With few exceptions < WITH FEW EXCEPTIONS >, our book thus far has spoken of men. But what we have said applies quite as much to women. Our activities in behalf of women who drink are on the in- crease. There is every evidence that women regain their follow health as readily as men if they < try > our suggestions. But for every man who drinks others are involved – the wife who trembles in fear of the next debauch; the mother and father who see their son wasting away. Among us are wives, relatives and friends whose problem has not been solved, as well as some who have not yet found shall let a happy solution. We < want > the wives of Alcoholics Anonymous < to > address the wives of men who drink too much. What they say will apply to nearly everyone bound by ties of blood or affection to an alcoholic. - - - - < > want As wives of Alcoholics Anonymous, we < would like > you sense you to < feel > that we understand < > as perhaps few can. and help you to We want to analyze mistakes we have made < > avoid them < >. We want to leave you with the feeling that no situation is too difficult and no unhappiness too great to be overcome. ; We have traveled a rocky road < , > there is no mistake about that. We have had long rendezvous with hurt pride, , frustration, self-pity, misunderstanding < > and fear. These are not pleasant companions. We have been



driven to maudlin sympathy, to bitter resentment.  Some of    
us veered from extreme to extreme, ever hoping that one day   
our loved ones would be themselves once more.                 

     Our loyalty < > and the desire that our husbands hold up 
their heads and be like other men have begotten all sorts of  
predicaments.  We have been unselfish and self-sacrificing.   
We have told innumerable lies to protect our pride and our    
husbands' reputations.  We have prayed, we have begged, we    
have been patient.  We have struck out viciously.  We have    
run away.  We have been hysterical.  We have been terror      
stricken.  We have sought sympathy.  We have had retaliatory  
love affairs with other men.                                  

     Our homes have been battle-grounds many an evening.  In  
the morning we have kissed and made up.  Our friends have     
counseled chucking the men and we have done so with finality, 
only to be back in a little while < > hoping, always hoping.  
Our men have sworn great solemn oaths that they were through  
drinking forever.  We have believed them when no one else     
could < > or would.  Then, in days, weeks, or months, a fresh 

     We seldom had friends at our homes, never knowing how or 
when the men of the house would appear.  We could make few    
                                                   , unwanted 
social engagements.  We came to live almost alone <          >
 by anyone                                            always  
<         >.  When we were invited out, our husbands <      > 
sneaked so many drinks that they spoiled the occasion.  If,   
on the other hand, they took nothing, their self-pity made    
them killjoys.                                                

     There was never financial security.  Positions were      
always in jeopardy or gone.  An armored car could             



not have brought the pay envelopes home.  The checking        
account melted like snow in June.                             

     < Sometimes there > were other women.  How heart-        
breaking was this discovery; how cruel to be told they        
understood our men as we did not!                             

                           ;                  ;               
     The bill collectors < , > the sheriffs < , > the angry   
               ;                   ;              ;           
taxi drivers < , > the policemen < , > the bums < , > the     
       ;                                he                    
pals < , > and even the ladies < they sometimes > brought     
home – our husbands thought we were so inhospitable.  "Joy-   
killer, nag, wet blanket" – that's what they said.  Next day  
they would be themselves again and we would forgive and try   
to forget.                                                    

     We have tried to hold the love of our children for their 
father.  We have told small tots that father was sick, which  
was much nearer the truth than we realized.  They struck the  
children, kicked out door panels, smashed treasured crockery, 
and ripped the keys out of pianos.  In the midst of such      
pandemonium they may have rushed out threatening to live with 
the other woman forever.  In desperation, we have even got    
tight ourselves – the drunk to end all drunks.  The unexpec-  
ted result was that our husbands seemed to like it.           

     Perhaps at this point we got a divorce and took the      
children home to father and mother.  Then we were severely    
criticized by our husband's parents for desertion.  Usually   
we did not leave.  We stayed on and on.  We finally sought    
employment ourselves as destitution faced us and our families.

     We began to ask medical advice as the sprees got closer  
together.  The alarming physical and mental symptoms, the     
deepening pall of remorse, depression and inferiority that    
settled down on our loved ones –                              



these things terrified and distracted us.  As animals on a    
treadmill, we have patiently and wearily climbed, falling     
back in exhaustion after each futile effort to reach solid    
ground.  Most of us have entered the final stage with its     
commitment to health resorts, sanitariums, hospitals, and     
jails.  Sometimes there were screaming delirium and insanity. 
Death was often near.                                         

     Under these conditions we naturally made mistakes.  Some 
of them rose out of ignorance of alcoholism.  Sometimes we    
sensed dimly that we were dealing with sick men.  Had we fully
understood the nature of the alcoholic illness, we might have 
behaved differently.                                          

     How could men who loved their wives and children be so   
unthinking, so callous, so cruel?  There could be no love in  
such persons, we thought.  And just as we were being convinced
of their heartlessness, they would surprise us with fresh     
resolves and new attentions.  For a while they would be their 
old sweet selves, only to dash the new structure of affection 
to pieces once more.  Asked why they commenced to drink again,
they would reply with some silly excuse, or none.  It was so  
baffling, so heartbreaking.  Could we have been so mistaken   
in the men we married?  When drinking, they were strangers.   
Sometimes they were so inaccessible that it seemed as though  
a great wall had been built around them.                      

     And even if they did not love their families, how could  
they be so blind about themselves?  What had become of their  
judgment, their common sense, their will power?  Why could    
they not see that drink meant ruin to them?  Why was it, when 
 we pointed our                   ,                           
<              > these dangers < were >                       



< pointed out > that they agreed < , > and then got drunk     
again immediately?                                            

     These are some of the questions which race through the   
mind of every < woman > who has an alcoholic husband.  We     
        our                                     But now you   
hope < this > book has answered some of them.  <           >  
 will have seen that perhaps                                  
<        Perhaps            > your husband has been living in 
that strange world of alcoholism where everything is distorted
and exaggerated.  You can see that he really does love you    
with his better self.  Of course, there is such a thing as    
incompatibility, but in nearly every instance the alcoholic   
only seems to be unloving and inconsiderate; it is usually    
because he is warped and sickened that he says and does these 
appalling things.  Today most of our men are better husbands  
and fathers than ever before.                                 

     < Try not to > condemn your alcoholic husband no matter  
what he says or does.  He is just another very sick, unreason-
able person.  Treat him, when you can, as though he had pneu- 
monia.  When he angers you, remember that he is very ill.     

     There is an important exception to the foregoing.  We    

realize < that > some men are thoroughly bad-intentioned,     

that no amount of patience will make any difference.  An      
alcoholic of this temperament < may > be quick to use this    
chapter as a club over your head.  Don't let him get away     
with it.  If you are positive he is one of this type you      
                                 It is not                    
may feel you had better leave.  <  Is it  > right to let      
him ruin your life and the lives of your children < ? >       
< Especially > when he has before him a way to stop his       
drinking and abuse if he really wants to pay the price.       

     The problem with which you struggle usually falls        
within one of four categories:                                

     < One: > Your husband may be only a heavy drinker.       



His drinking may be constant or it may be heavy only on cer-  
tain occasions.  < Perhaps he > spends too much money for     
liquor It < may be slowing > him up mentally and physically,  
but he does not see it.  Sometimes he is a source of embar-   
rassment to you and his friends.  He is positive he can       
handle his liquor, that it does him no harm, that drinking    

is necessary in his business.  He would < probably > be insul-

ted if < he were > called an alcoholic.  The world is full of 
people like him.  Some will moderate or stop altogether, and  
some will not.  Of those who keep on, a good number will be-  
come true alcoholics after a while.                           

     < Two: > Your husband is showing lack of control < , >   
    He                                           ,            
< for he > is unable to stay on the water wagon < > even      

when he wants to.  He often gets entirely out of hand when    
                                           obsessed with the  
drinking.  He admits this is true, but is <     positive    > 
<    > that he will do better.  He has begun to try, with or  

without your cooperation, various means of moderating or stay-
ing dry.  < Maybe he > is beginning to lose his friends.  His 
business may suffer somewhat.  He is worried at times, and    
is becoming aware that he cannot drink like other people.  He 
sometimes drinks in the morning < > and through the day also, 
to hold his nervousness in check.  He is remorseful after     
serious drinking bouts and tells you he wants to stop.  But   
when he gets over the spree, he begins to think once more     
how he can drink moderately next time.  < We think this >     
                          He has                              
person is in danger.  < These are > the earmarks of a real    
alcoholic.  Perhaps he can still tend to business fairly well.
He has by no means ruined everything.  As we say among our-   
           He wants to want to stop.                          
selves, "< He wants to want to stop. >"                       

     < Three: > This husband has gone much further than       
husband number two.  Though once like number two < >          



he became worse.  His friends have slipped away, his home is  
a near-wreck < > and he cannot hold a position.  Maybe the    
doctor has been called in, and the weary round of sanitariums 
and hospitals has begun.  He admits he cannot drink like other
people, but does not see why.  He clings to the notion that he
will yet find a way to do so.  He may have come to the point  
where he desperately wants to stop but cannot.  His case pre- 
sents additional questions which we shall try to answer for   
you.  You can be quite hopeful of a situation like this.      

     < Four: > You may have a husband of whom you completely  

despair.  He has been placed in one institution after another.
He is violent, or < appears > definitely insane < > when      

drunk.  Sometimes he drinks on the way home from the hospital.

Perhaps he has had delirium tremens.  Doctors < may > shake   
their heads and advise you to have him committed.  Maybe you  
have already been obliged to put him away.  This picture may  
not be as dark as it looks.  Many of our husbands were just   
as far gone.  Yet they got well.                              

     Let's now go back to husband number one.  Oddly enough,  
he is often difficult to deal with.  He enjoys drinking.  It  
stirs his imagination.  His friends feel closer over a high-  
ball.  Perhaps you enjoy drinking with him yourself when he   
doesn't go too far.  You have passed happy evenings together  
chatting and drinking before your fire.  Perhaps you both like
parties which would be dull without liquor.  We have enjoyed  
such evenings ourselves; we had a good time.  We know all     
about liquor as a social lubricant.  Some, but not all of us, 
think it has its advantages when reasonably used.             


      Your husband has begun to abuse alcohol.                
     <                                        >  The first    

principle of success is that you should never be angry.  Even 
though your husband becomes unbearable < > and you have to    

leave him temporarily, you should, if you can, go without     
rancor.  Patience and good temper are < most  > necessary.    

       The            rule                                    
     < Our > next < thought > is that you should never tell   
 him what < he must > do about his drinking.  If he gets the  

 idea that you are a nag or a killjoy, your chance of accom-  
plishing anything useful < may > be zero.  He will use that   
as an excuse to drink <    > more.  He will tell you he is    
misunderstood.  This may lead to lonely evenings for you.  He 
may seek someone else to console him – not always another man.

     Be determined that your husband's drinking is not going  
to spoil your < relations > with your children or your        
friends.  They need your companionship and your help.  It is  
possible to have a full and useful life, though your husband  
continues to drink.  We know women who are unafraid, even     
happy < > under these conditions.  Do not set your heart      
on reforming your husband.  You may be unable to do so, no    
matter how hard you try.                                      

                                        not impossible        
     We know these suggestions are < sometimes difficult >    

to follow, but you will save many a heartbreak if you can     
succeed in observing them.  Your husband < may > come to      
appreciate your reasonableness and patience.  This < may >    
                          frank and                           
lay the groundwork for a <         > friendly talk about his  
< alcoholic > problem.  Try to have him bring up the subject  
himself.  < Be sure > you are not critical during such a dis- 
cussion.  Attempt instead, to put yourself in his place.  Let 
him see that you want to be helpful rather than critical.     

     When a discussion does arise, you might suggest he       


read this book < > or at at least the chapter on alcoholism.  
Tell him you have been worried, though perhaps needlessly.    
You think he ought to know the subject better, as everyone    
should have a clear understanding of the risk he takes if he  
drinks too much.  Show him you have confidence in his power   
to stop or moderate.  Say you do not want to be a wet blanket;
that you only want him to take care of his health.  Thus you  
may succeed in interesting him in alcoholism.                 

     He probably has several alcoholics among his own acquain-
tances.  You might suggest that you both take an interest in  
them.  Drinkers like to help other drinkers.  Your husband may
                                   , perhaps over a highball  
be willing to talk to one of them <                         >.

     If this kind of approach does not catch your husband's   
                                              for a time      
interest, it may be best to drop the subject <          >, but
after a friendly talk your husband will usually revive the    
topic himself.  This may take patient waiting, but it will be 
worth it.  Meanwhile you might try to help the wife of another
serious drinker.  If you act upon these principles, your hus- 
                           after a while                      
band may stop or moderate <             >.                    

     Suppose, however, that your husband fits the description 
of number two.  The same principles which apply to husband    
number one should be practiced.  But after his next binge,    
ask him if he would really like to get over drinking for good.
Do not ask that he do it for you or anyone else.  Just would  
he < like > to?                                               

     The chances are he would.  Show him your copy of this    
book and tell him what you have found out about alcoholism.   

Show him that < as alcoholics, > the writers of the book un-  
          as only alcoholics can                              
derstand <                      >.  Tell him some of the in-  

teresting stories you have read.  If you think he will be shy 
of < a > spiritual remedy, ask him to look at the chapter on  



alcoholism.  Then perhaps he will be interested enough to     

                            , cooperate with him, though you, 
     If he is enthusiastic <         your cooperation        >
 yourself, may not yet agree with all we say                  
<          will mean a great deal           >.  If he is luke-
warm < > or thinks he is not an alcoholic, < we suggest you > 
                     Never urge                               
leave him alone.  < Avoid urging > him to follow our program. 
The seed has been planted in his mind.  He knows that <    >  
    a hundred                                                 
< thousands of > men, much like himself, have recovered.  But 

don't remind him of this after he has been drinking, for he   
< may > be angry.  Sooner or later, you are likely to find him

reading the book once more.  Wait until repeated stumbling    
convinces him he must act, for the more you hurry him < >     
the longer his recovery may be delayed.                       

     If you have a number three husband, you may be in luck.  
Being certain he wants to stop, you can go to him with this   
volume as joyfully as though you had struck oil.  He may not  
share your enthusiasm, but he is practically sure to read the 
book < > and he may go for the program at once.  If he does   

not, you will probably not have long to wait.  Again, you     
< should > not crowd him.  Let him decide for himself.  Cheer-
fully see him through more sprees.  Talk about his condition  
or this book only when he raises the issue.  In some cases it 
may be better to let < someone outside > the family <      >  
                    The doctor                                
present the book.  <   They   > can urge action without       
arousing hostility.  If your husband is otherwise a normal    
individual, your chances are good at this stage.              

     You would suppose that men in the fourth classification  
would be quite hopeless, but that is not so.  Many of Alcohol-
ics Anonymous were like that.  Everybody had given them up.   
Defeat seemed certain.  Yet often such men < had > spectacular
and powerful recoveries.                                      



     There are exceptions.  Some men have been so impaired    
by alcohol that they cannot stop.  Sometimes there are cases  
where alcoholism is complicated by other disorders.  A good   
doctor or psychiatrist can tell you whether these compli-     
                                        see that              
cations are serious.  In any event, < try to have > your      
husband < read > this book.  His reaction may be one of       

enthusiasm.  If he is already committed to an institution     

< , > but can convince you and your doctor that he means      
           you should                                         
business, <          > give him a chance to try our method,   

unless the doctor thinks his mental condition < too >         

abnormal or dangerous.  We make this recommendation with      

some confidence.  < For years we have been working with >     
                                        About a year ago      
< alcoholics committed to institutions.  Since this book >    
   a certain state institution                six chronic     
< was first published, A.A. has > released < thousands of >   

alcoholics < from asylums and hospitals of every kind >.      
 It was fully expected they would all be back in a few weeks. 
<                                                            >
    Only one of them has                The others had        
< The majority have never > returned.  <              >       
 no relapse at all.                                           
<                  >  The power of God goes deep!             

     You may have the reverse situation on your hands.  Per-  
haps you have a husband who is at large, but who should be    
committed.  Some men cannot < > or will not get over alcohol- 

ism.  When they become too dangerous, we think the kind thing 

is to lock them up < , but of course a good doctor should >   

< always be consulted >.  The wives and children of such men  
suffer horribly, but not < more > than the men themselves.    

The next paragraph appears in the manuscript only.

     As a rule, an institution is a dismal place, and some-   
times it is not conducive to recovery.  It is a pity that     
chronic alcoholics must often mingle with the insane.  Some   
day we hope our group will be instrumental in changing this   
condition.  Many of our husbands spent weary years in insti-  
tutions.  Though more reluctant than most people to place     
our men there, we sometimes suggest that it be done.  Of      
course, a good doctor should always be consulted.             

The previous paragraph appeared only in the manuscript.

     But sometimes you must start life anew.  We know women   
who have done it.  If such women adopt < a spiritual > way    
of life < > their road will be smoother.                      

     If your husband is a drinker, you < probably > worry     
                                      .  You                  
over what other people are thinking < and you > hate to meet  
your friends.  You draw more and more into yourself < and >   
< you > think everyone is talking about conditions at your    
home.  You avoid the subject of drinking,                     



even with your own parents.  You do not know what to tell the 
children.  When your husband is bad, you become a trembling   
recluse, wishing the telephone had never been invented.       

     We find that most of this embarrassment is unnecessary.  

While you need not discuss your husband < at length >, you    
                                   what       trouble is.     
can quietly let your friends know <    > the < nature of >    
                Sometimes it is wise to talk with his         
< his illness.                                       >        
<         >  But you must be on guard not to embarrass or     
harm your husband.                                            

     When you have carefully explained to such people that    
                      little more to blame than other men     
he is a sick person, <                                   >    
 who drink but manage their liquor better,                    
<                                         > you will have     
created a new atmosphere.  Barriers which have sprung up      
between you and your friends will disappear with the growth   
of sympathetic understanding.  You will no longer be self-    
           , nor                                              
conscious <  or > feel that you must apologize as though your 

husband were a weak character.  He may be anything but that.  
Your new courage, good nature < > and lack of selfconscious-  
                          your social status                  
ness will do wonders for < you socially     >.                

     The same principle applies in dealing with the children. 
Unless they actually need protection from their father, it is 
best not to take sides in any argument he has with them while 
drinking.  Use your energies to promote a better understanding
all around.  Then that terrible tension which grips the home  
of every problem drinker will be lessened.                    

     Frequently < , > you have felt obliged to tell your hus- 
band's employer and his friends that he was sick, when as a   
matter of fact he was tight.  Avoid answering these inquiries 
as much as you can.  Whenever possible, let your husband ex-  
plain.  Your desire to protect him should not cause you to    
lie to people < > when they have a right to know where he is  
and what he is doing.                                         



Discuss this with him when he is sober and in good spirits.   
         to promise that he will not place                    
Ask him < what you should do if he places > you in such a     
position again.  But be careful not to be resentful about     
the last time he did so.                                      

     There is another paralyzing fear.  You < may be > afraid 
your husband will lose his position; you are thinking of the  
disgrace and hard times which will befall you and the child-  
ren.  This experience may come to you.  Or you may already    
have had it several times.  Should it happen again, regard it 
in a different light.  Maybe it will prove a blessing!  It may
convince your husband he wants to stop drinking forever.  And 
now you know that he can stop if he will!  Time after time,   
this apparent calamity has been a boon to us, for it opened up
a path which led to the discovery of God.                     

     We have elsewhere remarked how much better life is when  
lived on a spiritual plane.  If God can solve the age-old     
riddle of alcoholism, < He > can solve your problems too.  We 

wives found that, like everybody else, we were afflicted with 
pride, self-pity, vanity < > and all the things which go      
to make up the self-centered person; and we were not above    
selfishness or dishonesty.  As our husbands began to apply    
spiritual principles in their lives, we began to see the      
desirability of doing so too.                                 

     At first, some of us did not believe <    > we needed    
this help.  We thought, on the whole, we were pretty good     
women, capable of being nicer if our husbands stopped drink-  
ing.  But it was a silly idea that we were too good to need   
God.  Now we try to put spiritual principles to work in every 
department of our lives.  When we do that, we find it solves  
our problems too < ; > the ensuing lack of fear, worry and    
hurt feelings is a wonderful                                  



thing.  We urge you to try our program, for nothing will be   
so helpful to your husband as the radically changed attitude  
toward him which God will show you how to have.  Go along     
with your husband if you possibly can.                        

     If you and your husband find a solution for the pressing 
problem of drink < > you are, of course, going to be very     
happy.  But all problems will not be solved at once.  Seed    
has started to sprout in a new soil, but growth has only      
begun.  In spite of your new-found happiness, there will be   
ups and downs.  Many of the old problems will still be with   
you.  This is as it should be.                                

     The faith and sincerity of both you and your husband     
                           You must regard these              
will be put to the test.  <         These       > work-outs   

< should be regarded > as part of your education, for thus    
                              as you were intended to live    
you will be learning to live <                            >.  
You will make mistakes, but if you are in earnest < > they    
will not drag you down.  Instead, you will capitalize them.   
A better way of life will emerge when they are overcome.      

     Some of the snags you will encounter are irritation,     
hurt feelings < and > resentments.  Your husband will some-   
times be unreasonable < > and you will want to criticize.     
Starting from a speck on the domestic horizon, great thunder- 
clouds of dispute may gather.  These family dissensions are   
very dangerous, especially to your husband.  Often you must   
carry the burden of avoiding them or keeping them under con-  
trol.  Never forget that resentment is a deadly hazard to an  
alcoholic.  We do not mean that you have to agree with your   
husband < whenever > there is an honest difference of opinion.
Just be careful not to disagree in a resentful or critical    



     You and your husband will find that you can dispose of   
serious problems easier than you can the trivial ones.  Next  
time you and he have a heated discussion, no matter what the  
subject, it should be the privilege of either to smile and    
say, "This is getting serious.  I'm sorry I got disturbed.    
Let's talk about it later."  If your husband is trying to     
live on a spiritual basis, he will also be doing everything   
in his power to avoid disagreement or contention.             

     Your husband knows he owes you more than sobriety.  He   
wants to make good.  Yet you must not expect too much.  His   
ways of thinking and doing are the habits of years.  Patience 
                          ,                 your              
tolerance, understanding < > and love are < the > watchwords. 
Show him these things in yourself and they will be reflected  
back to you from him.  Live and let live is the rule.  If you 
both show a willingness to remedy your own defects, there will
be little need to criticize each other.                       

     We women carry with us a picture of the ideal man, the   
sort of chap we would like our husbands to be.  It is the most
natural thing in the world, once his liquor problem is solved,
to feel that he will now measure up to that cherished vision. 
The chances are he will not < > for < , > like yourself,      
he is just beginning his development.  Be patient.            

     Another feeling we are very likely to entertain is one of
resentment that love and loyalty could not cure our husbands  
of alcoholism.  We do not like the thought that the contents  
           ,                                    ,             
of a book < > or the work of another alcoholic < > has accom- 
                             the end                          
accomplished in a few weeks <  that > for which we struggled  
for years.  At such moments we forget that alcoholism is an   
illness over which we could not possibly have had any power.  
Your husband will                                             



be the first to say it was your devotion and care which       
brought him to the point where he could have a spiritual      
experience.  Without you he would have gone to pieces long    

ago.  When resentful thoughts come, < try to > pause and      

count your blessings.  After all, your family is reunited,    
alcohol is no longer a problem < > and you and your husband   
are working together toward an undreamed-of future.           

     Still another difficulty is that you may become jealous  
of the attention he bestows on other people, especially alco- 
holics.  You have been starving for his companionship, yet he 
spends long hours helping other men and their families.  You  
feel he should now be yours.  The fact is that he < should >  

he < should > work with other people to maintain his own      
sobriety.  Sometimes he will be so interested that he becomes 
really neglectful.  Your house is filled with strangers.  You 
may not like some of them.  He gets stirred up about their    
troubles, but not at all about yours.  It will do < little >  

good if you point that out and urge more attention for your-  
             It is                    if you                  
self.  < We find it > a real mistake <  to  > dampen his en-  

thusiasm for alcoholic work.  You should join in his efforts  
as much as you possibly can.  < We suggest that you direct >  
some of your thought to the wives of his new alcoholic        
friends.  They need the counsel and love of a woman who has   
gone through what you have.                                   

     It is probably true that you and your husband have been  
                                        almost isolated       
living too much alone, for drinking < many times isolates >   
        many of us                                            
< the wife of an alcoholic >.  Therefore, you < probably >    
need fresh interests and a great cause to live for as much    
as your husband.  If you cooperate, rather than complain,     
you will find that his excess enthusiasm will tone down.      
Both of you will awaken to a new                              



sense of responsibility for others.  You, as well as your hus-
           must                                         ,     
band, < ought to > think of what you can put into life < >    
instead of how much you can take out.  Inevitably your lives  
will be fuller for doing so.  You will lose the old life to   
find one much better.                                         

     Perhaps your husband will make a fair start on the new   
basis, but just as things are going beautifully < > he dismays
you < by > coming home drunk.  If you are satisfied he really 

wants to get over drinking, you need not be alarmed.  Though  

it is infinitely better < that > he have no relapse at all,   
as has been true with many of our men, it is by no means a    
bad thing in some cases.  Your husband will see at once that  
he must redouble his spiritual activities if he expects to    
           If he adopts this view, the  slip will help him.   
survive.  <                                                >  
You need not remind him of his spiritual deficiency – he will 
know of it.  Cheer him up and ask him how you can be still    
more helpful.                                                 

      Even your hatred must go.                               
     <                         >  The slightest sign of fear  
or intolerance < may > lessen your husband's chance of reco-  
very.  In a weak moment he may take your dislike of his high- 
stepping friends as one of those insanely trivial excuses to  

          Never                             his           ,   
     < We never >, never try to arrange < a man's > life < >  
so as to shield him from temptation.  The slightest disposi-  
tion on your part to guide his appointments or his affairs so 
he will not be tempted will be noticed.  Make him feel abso-  
lutely free to come and go as he likes.  This is important.   
If he gets drunk, don't blame yourself.  God has either re-   
either removed your husband's liquor problem < > or He has    
not.  If not, it had better be found out right away.  Then    
you and your husband can get right down to fundamentals.      
If a repetition is to be prevented, place the problem,        
along with everything else, in God's hands.                   



     We realize < that > we have been giving you much         
direction and advice.  We may have seemed < to lecture >.     
If that is so we are sorry, for we ourselves < > don't        
< always > care for people who < lecture us >.  But what we   
have related is based upon experience, some of it painful.    
We had to learn these things the hard way.  That is why we    

are anxious that you understand, < and > that you avoid       
these unnecessary difficulties.                               

     So to you out there – who may soon be with us – we       
say "Good luck and God bless you!"                            

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